Midnight dreams.

Midnight dreams.

I wonder
To the hills.
Trees
Grass
And nothing
No voice
To be heard.
A home I build
For a head
With out a pillow.
I sleep alone
With only
A memory
Several times over.
I cry
In my restless sleep
To awake
To a sound
I though sect to exists
A guitar
And a voice.
Him.
He’s alive.

June 24, 2009
24:48

no title and Work Ride.

Flesh exposed
Sits upon a bed.
Wants a suckler
At the breast.
Firm they are
For a louver
Or a babe.

June 24, 2009
0:32


I had to add one more this time around. For this on this day touch me so deeply I had to post it now. I don’t even think he knows how much that was to me at that time. And it was so simple too. I loue him so.

Work Ride

Car ride
One hand
Steering wheel
The other
Gearshift.
Music
Pump though
Speakers
A touch
Of his hand
Around the
Gearshift.
Silence
Over took
My ears.
His face
Flooded my eyes.
A small,
Touched, my face.
To find my fingers
Looped with his.

July 28, 2009
0:40

Ghost by Michael Jackson.

http://new.music.yahoo.com/videos/--44116925

Michael Jackson Ghost. one of my most favorite songs and videos.

4th of July Speceal.

Black Sky Colors

Colors n the sky
Aluminate like stars.
Eyes peering up
In aw of
Different color
With different
Emotions
Fire sparks
Extinguishing
On the way down
For yet another color
Then several at once
To be done
In smoke
Across the sky.

June_____ 2009
21:31

No more sleepless nights.

No more sleepless nights.

Lonely as cold
My flesh bubbles
Under blanket.
In my home
All alone
In tree I perch
I look at closed
Windows.
Hopping to see
The one.
The one to shiy
At my site.
To cuddle
Whispers
In my ears.
I move
Across the room
To pray to the moon
For him
To be
Beside me.

June 17, 2009
24:58

A Wonderful Time Yet to Come

A Wonderful Time Yet to Come

Moon lit sky.
Bond our vibrates.
Let us feel
The foot fall
Roll over
Breath
And touch
Of the other
Tonight as
A part we are.
Let us
Mother Moon
Reflection
Of the Sun
Hold
One another
In the flesh
Yet to come
Of nights
Never parting.

June 17, 2009
24:45

Father’s Day Special

Little Daddy

I see you looken.
Yaeh
Hu!
I see you there.
Your looken at me.
In my silky nighty Dress.
Come
Hold me
Right now.
I know you want to.
Come
Hold me
Right now.
Go
Let your
Juices fell.
I’ll make
You a daddy
Tonight.

June 21, 2009
1:47

Father’s Day Special

Father

Remember.
That day
See
What came out?
Remember
How it felt
To see yours
So tinny
Chubby
Or
Large.
See what your
Loue
Was holding?
See what
Kicked you
In our sleep?
See what
She grown to be?
You’re my Father
Remember
Me
Always.

June 21, 2009
1:41

Life taker,Longing Life,Hums,and A little name

Life taker

 

Cut me down

Hold me back

I cry in

The hollow nights.

Take my being

I’ll run away

In do time

Yes I will.

I won’t look

Back, at your

Crying swollen eyes

For the road

I see, plan

As the night.

 

Jan 30, 2009

24:08

 

Longing Life

 

Walk among the branches

Walk among the roots

Feel the life that moves

The life I want

Free and blissful.

To see my ones eyes

Across the room,

Call me to come.

 

Jan 30, 2009

24:10

 

Hums

 

Human I’m not.

My land is Naya.

I dance with the forest.

It speaks to me

In return.

I bath in its ponds

I shower in its falls

And I sing its lullaby

Upon the rocks

Bellow the moon.

Liston now

I’m singing to you.

 

Jan 30, 2009

24:19

 

A little name

 

Naya…

Tickles my thoughts

Not just a shard

But a name

Majestic

And

Just.

For a girl

Not yet born

If he likes it

Then can we,

Name her Naya?

 

Jan 30, 2009

24:27

Lonely Senses

Lonely Senses

 

Closes my eyes

Sleep doesn’t come

My belly tumbles.

Right side I lay

I feel him behind

Cuddly I move

To where he was

Tears want to come

I can feel

Him all around

But not him

To be seen.

 

Jan 14, 2009

1:42